Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Start to slide out of touch

One former wedding shirt and a pair of good pants later, I swear to dear sweet baby Ranulph I had become one of them.

The signs? A tin-can line of traffic down the South Circular Road, a bus hugging the pavement trees, a coffee cup of Montague Street and a slip through Foster Place.

New people, new circumstances, a constant wage for the first time in four years. No more freelancing, sweating on the shift sheets, nor emails to editors telling them to keep me in mind for this or that or St Stephen's Day.

It feels good, has felt good, even if I may look down at my attire on a Friday and be accidentally casual.

Some words have been lost for sure, and I haven't imagined Radgering since whenever when, but I'll set aside some hope for now that those will come back in time.

Also, that things will settle themselves into a far greater rhythm, that dread of the end of the month and the slog of inpermanence gone and those two things most happily forgotten.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Have you turned to prostitution then?